once again mr. brian and mr. brent have really brightened up my day. brian and i decided not to worry about exactly what our status is, just go out and have fun, just not see other people. i like it that way. it feels good to have someone that cares. its been too long...

so that really lame french national honor society induction wasnt horrible. because of technical difficulties we didnt have to do a lot of stupid crap, but at the same time we started 25 minutes late. i kept falling asleep. it was silly. i left as soon as i could knock over all the kids and parents...haha no i dont have the guts to do that, ( Read more... )

well after talking to my favorite boys in the world brian, brent and of course mr. jon. made me feel tons better. its great to have friends like them. anyway u all better watch this.

and i had a video here but certain webhosts dont approve of having videos on your webpages. so im me on aim and let me send it to you. its so freaking awesome.

i think i feel even worse. physically more than emotionally. like the stomach pain was horrible last night. its just stress. eh im just not gonna write in this freaking journal anymore, cause all i do is freaking wine and say the same crap over and over again. its pointless ( Read more... )

i dont know why i even bother. i cant even have a peaceful morning without someone telling me how stupid and horrible i am. i accidentally parked in the grass again. i really do have no clue that i am. and i always forget to look cause in my perspective i think i parked fine. i dont need for uncle arnie to come downstairs yelling at the top of ( Read more... )

I want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions, no more no less. ask me anything you want. then, i want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.

so much bad crap running through my mind. im having so much trouble living and breathing. right now i have one of those really crappy stomach aches, like almost as bad as a stomach ulcer. i wish there was someone here to comfort me. the cause of this as always: aunt linda. i swear shes driving me insane. whether its accusing me of being horny ( Read more... )

my chest area really hurts frome exerobics the other day. i went up to my gym teacher and was like "man oh man my boobs hurt!" haha that was cool. <3 still got lots on my mind. and still need lots more sleep. stupid work. stupid school. stupid railraod companies ( Read more... )

lets sum up why today was freaking awesome

x i made it through the day x
x i had my slut night x
x <3 brian <3 x ( Read more... )

tomorrow is gonna be freaking awesome. three people: brian, brent, and amanda. three words, premarital sex!

amanda
+ boys
__________
= fun fun fun

<3 im such a hoe.