I cant stand the fact that my best friends heart is lyin in peices on the floor and Im not there to pick them up. I wouldnt hold her yesterday and cry with her and tell her that everythings gonna be fine. I just looked at her. I just thought about do everything. I tried my best to get her mind off of it. Suggesting we get online. While she was on ( Read more... )

today i slept until 11:30, wanted to get online, turns out Britta's on the comp (damn red head! j/k it was for college), watched 3 Lifetime movies.....*le sigh* with my mother!!, got online at 3:40, and now I am sittin here with a shitty story, boy do I suck!

hey, uuuuhhhh just wanted to waste your time BYE!

Melodies on the phone with Randy. I dunno why. She hates him. I think. She got her first kiss from him last nite. Guess who had to watch it? ME! I know I know. I dont sound to enthusiastic. I am...really. He lead her on. I dunno if he likes her. I wish Ben C. would be here. Then I would be happy, atleast noing SOMEONE likes me and I like them back ( Read more... )

What is it that makes me love you ( Read more... )

hey, sorry I didnt update yesterdau, i got grounded for not bringin home my math book. I did the homework this mornin though, so its all good. Melodie and I are goin to the show tommorrow. YAY!! we get to see people!! But I'm not entirely too shure that I want to see some of these people ( Read more... )

hmm..today was pretty good. I thought not stop about people...Kristina Cope was nice to me and was partner in PE. She is so beautiful. I almost wish I was her. Im talkin to Katys friends. I wish people where on. I guess I am somewhat happi today ( Read more... )

mmmmm...today sucked AS USUAL! School sucked the onli GOOD class was english, sept when ms. Beaver-face told me to put the note me and melodie were passin up. FUCK YOU BIOTCH!!
mmm..there is a show on Friday, and I want to go. Im gettin Britt to type a new one for me. Britt did E last nite. It was funny. Dont worry I didnt, they just kept me up ( Read more... )

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i tried to make my journal perdy but it didnt work. isnt that sad. i am sad. TEAR