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Jan 06, 2004 23:04

im tired of being jelous of these select few people...

fucking tired of it like you dont even know.

but i cant help it.. I dont know what to do.

Please help me.

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help anonymous January 7 2004, 04:24:24 UTC
I'll help you.. and I know exactly who your jelous of.. Dont take this shit Carol. you dont have to, and you dont deserve to have your trust tried every fucking week. I realize you have very little trust to begin with but if he was smart he wouldnt be making you jelous every fucking day.
I SWEAR TO FUCKING JESUS if he treats you like any of your old boyfriends I will kill him with my bare hands. that is a fucking promise. He is starting to come down with the symptoms we usually find in guys that date you... i fucking hope not, and its all a simple front.. because i dont know what i will do to him. I know how much you love him. and that you have never loved anyone like you love him, before..

i love you. and he better too.
~~~~JAi~~~~

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Re: help anonymous January 7 2004, 04:29:53 UTC
im sorry Carol. I really am. No one fucking understands.... they take it in a bad way and thats just not how its ment... your trust starts at 0 and the person has to work on it to gain more instead of like most people-- the other way around--you have their trust, and then u just have to do something to loose it.

im sorry if brian is mad at you for being jelous. i know that hurts. <3

*Ape

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Re: help irocksars January 7 2004, 11:15:33 UTC
i know her trust starts at 0. i'm working that. and i'm not mad at all carol. i don't know why u think that. i'm in love with you, and never want to do anything that will hurt you. i understand u've dated a lot of real assholes before me, and u prolly think i'm going to end up another asshole, but i swear on my mothers grave that i will always treat you with the utmoast respect, and never give you any doubt as to my intentions. i love you carol. i really do. and i hope that we can talk and get through this problem. well... i'll be at your house after work today, and we can talk about it then. until then, i love you, with all of my heart. goodbye.<3

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... xangiexpiex January 7 2004, 04:35:50 UTC
oh jesus i know that hurts you, my baby. it'll be okay.. i promise you. He seems like a good guy and if he has any respect for you at all he isnt mad. you have a jelous heart and he needs to realize that... not get mad about it... =( i know how easily you get hurt by these things and thats why im here... to make you understand that you are unique in your own way that makes you special which makes you singled out which makes you stand out which makes me love you.....

carol dont let the cut get infected if you know what i mean... if you need to talk to me call.. i understand how it could be difficult to talk to him about this kinda thing.. he doesnt know how it is... nobody does... its just a trait of yours... it comes with the package and he has to realize that... he wanted you so he got all of you even the flaws.. that was his choice.. call me schweet thing. itll all be fine.

GG

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