Wow I haven't posted in this thing for sooo long. Not since the summer. I don't even know why I'm writing in it now, not that anyone ever looks at this or even uses this anymore. Oh well though, I'll update my life just for the hell of it all ( Read more... )

La-di-da. I'm in a so-so mood today. It'd be better if the sun actually came out for once and stayed out. I hate rain and I hate cloudy days. Well, I like summer rain, the type where it gets sunny out after and there's normally a rainbow ( Read more... )

p.s. ever feel like everyone knows something that you don't? It sucks. A LOT.

I did it! I applied for OSAP and it wasn't as nearly hard as I thought it was going to be. Well, it was hard, some of the questions are impossible to answer, like what is going to be the estimate of your income from January 2007 to December 2007? Well, since I don't make the same amount every year, and I don't even know if I'm going to have a job, ( Read more... )

I knew something had to go and ruin this day. It was way to good to be true. So, its like 20 minutes ago and Im in my bed sleeping or trying to coz I was so tired today, and mom comes and wakes me up for whatever reason. I was mad coz like I was friggen tired and I had just like shut my eyes too. Than she tells me that our landlord/neighbor is ( Read more... )

Why'd you go and break whats already broken. I tried to take u back but Im already chokin. Everywhere I look I see how u rode him. How long til this goes away ( Read more... )

I'm currently dying my hair. I'm nervous, like very nervous! I hate doing it myself. I've already done half which was the easy part. I've dyed it black underneathe and now I'm waiting an hour for the blonde streaks to kick in...They'll go red coz they always do for whatever reason. Maybe because I naturally have a red tint through my hair. Not to ( Read more... )

So, I want my lip peirced or inside my ear. Out of the blue, it just occured to me I wanted them. Well, I've wanted them for awhile and than it went away and I didn't want it so much. I miss my tongue being peirced as well :( but it was cracking my teeth pretty bad and it almost killed me. I sort of want my industrial peirced, its only $30 so I ( Read more... )

I think I have some sort of sleep-walking disorder. I'm getting sick of these things too. It's like I'm in a trance, because I know what I'm doing, I just don't click into what it is I'm doing. Last night for instance, I woke up at 2 in the morning rolled over coz I was boiling hot, and I was like, "Oh man, Krista is sleeping on the floor and ( Read more... )

I don't understand why I do the things I do to myself. For instance, drinking my guts out? I always know how Im going to feel the next day , yet I still do it anyway. I'm so dumb. I feel like shit, my head hurts, my stomache is still flip-flopping around and it's 10:00 in the PM ( Read more... )