july 2nd scott and i got engaged...it's something to remember for a lifetime...the pond plus the sprinklers, the hotel covered in lit burgundy candles, rose petals scattered everywhere, and warm bath water...i'm not going to get too detailed here..but it was beautiful ( Read more... )

three more days till LA ( Read more... )

ten more days till LA...wish i was going this weekend

florida is starting to get to me once again...typical

wish i was the one moving...maybe in a year or two "we" can move back to "cali" :)

i'm still wasting away...

i love you scott... and everyone else on here who reads this crap

<3

i'm literally wasting away...

the quote "so close yet so far" seems to have different meanings today...

miss you so much scott this distance is killing me

i love you <3 ( Read more... )

so in a few weeks hopefully back to "cali"...yeh yeh scott i know, "california". i can't wait, this distance is a crime. if anyone is looking for me, i'll be at the beach or calling dell ( Read more... )

they always say when you meet someone and it's right, you just know it. well it happened. i am finally realizing how it feels to love someone completely and want to be with them. i know this because i never commit to anyone...no one was ever good enough...this time it's different ( Read more... )

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

thoughts of manhattan...

what to do?

the conversation i had with him friday nite/saturday morning keeps running through my head ( Read more... )