"..I watched a change in you... its like you never had wings..."

[xvarinavx]

Its like im watching a change in myself. Ive been basically alone for the past week, while kyle was gone, and once hes back, i cant see him anymore, at least not the way i did. i feel like such a whore, a damned slut, ive let sex and drugs and cigarettes take over my life, and now it needs to stop. No more of this shit, i cant do this anymore.

Comments

[wraithofhell]

Perhaps it's rather tactless of me, but your armored dragon is still here reaching out to you. It's not the color of steel, but of sun and night. Black and Yellow... I'm here for you Amanda.

You need to slow down, and you know it. The sex isn't so much the problem as the substances, I think... Those need to slow down or stop completely...

Maybe you're just lost for love, maybe that's why you go around looking to get laid... I don't know, I'm just guessing... maybe it'll help you figure it out for yourself. I worry about you, love...

I don't know what else to say... I look forward to seeing you in person...

[xvarinavx]

i love you.

[airda]

I love you Mandy. Isolating yourself isnt usually good for you. Although I can understand how it really can be good sometimes. You should talk to me more, if you like....it's good to talk...Hurtng alone is so painful.