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bran - 0
reality - 12

fuck this, Im really really having a hard time right now.

my friends are my family. life is decent. bring on the rain.

please?

i'm moving. update next week. gotta pack.

wow i cant beleive i've had this thing since 10th grade, thats 4 years. wow time flies, i look back at old entries and it feels nice sometimes to see how much i've grown.

in other news lack of updates, follow by lack of readers, follow by lack of care.

I miss so many people in my life.

i'm moving. more news on that to come.

I am emotionally dead.

I dont understand what I ever did to deserve such a shitty outcome of recent events, in fact all events. ever since I was little I got my hopes up, and was let down soon after. I should have learned. I've given up and given up... nothing. benefits dont come my way ever. I'm content with being pissed off at the world and alone. by myself always in ( Read more... )

I'm done trying with people. impressions are everything. I will not give you the satisfaction of one. I have a problem. that will prbably last my entire life. I have one regret. and it haunts my life like the black plague.

on broken wings monday. who's stoked? me. haaaaaaaaaaa

all sitautions are in a decent cycle for once. i'm enjoying my behavior right now.

one thing I am not enjoying is the reason I cant bring myself to spend time with the girl I like.

she hates me. but on the upside, i'm getting deck shoes this week. and ohh yes, am I stoked.

daddys gotta brand new bag and he's gonna give it all to youuuuu, but you dont want none of us, i got some, just gotta get it, yeah, get it yesssssssssssssssssssssss

i'm still alive. barely. in the process of getting my life together. why do you have to move to long beach???