I hate my life so much. I'm broke as hell, can't find a job anywhere.. I hate going to school because its pointless to pay so fucking much to get an education. men think that they can use me all they want, I mean do I have slut written on my forehead or something? because I don't think I do. I don't want to just be every guys fucking fuck buddy, or ( Read more... )

Everyone knows the whole story about Brad.. well now things have got out of control with him. hes threatening my life, and my friends. I'm afraid of him, and yesterday Heather took me to try and get a PPO against him, but the cops wouldn't do it, and said I had to go to court.. but all of the proof is on the phone and internet. nothing was saved. ( Read more... )

ok.. everyone remember how I constantly bitched about Brad being an asshole and never coming around? well, I never stopped liking him even though we had sooo many fights. big surprise huh? ya well I was going through a stage where I liked the asshole. but now I'm finally over it.. I think, I hope. don't we all? I know everyone else was getting sick ( Read more... )

Well... Glorias out of the hospital now..and she came home today. I went and seen her yesterday, and she seemed to be doing good. I love her to death and yes I missed her while she was in the hospital, but I still think that they should've waited a while longer to release her. just to be sure that everything would be okay. I don't want anything to ( Read more... )

I cannot stand men... I've been fighting with my ex Brad lately. its stressing me out. I still like him.. but I dunno. I fell for someone else, while waiting around for him... but I still ain't gonna get that guy either. I wish I stood a chance with him but I don't. hes stuck up his own ass, and don't care about what girls think.. so I'm stuck ( Read more... )

Well... my little sister has been depressed for the longest time. she has suicidal thoughts all the time, and never used to talk to me about anything. but lately shes been talking to me, so I thought everything was okay.. I was wrong. yesterday she kept telling me to come and get her because she didn't want to be at home, she was fighting with my ( Read more... )

omigod... lol I went to my job interview at the bar last night. well, I didn't even do the interview.. I walked in the bar, and it was all guys except for the bartender and the waitress.. and the waitress was wearing what looked to me like underwear and a bra. so every guy up in there was staring at me, because I was the only other girl, fully ( Read more... )

I'm sooooo excited!! I got a job interview tomorrow night at a sports bar. Its in Livonia, out by my school.. My dream lately has been to open a bar, but when I found out how much it cost, that dream was crushed.. but hopefully I get the job, cuz working in a bar will do fine.. You guys had better come and see me if I get this job. love ya guys..

Well, I've been moved in at Stephs for almost a month now.. everythings going good with that except her mom is driving me insane.. hopefully we'll be able to move out soon, if we ever get jobs ( Read more... )