Okay...so in case there's anymore confusion. Earlier this week while I was still going out with Ryan, I was watching tv and this song came on...and I related to it way more than I was comfortable with.

( Boulevard of Broken Dreams )

I'm still icky sick so that kinda sucks. I didn't go to the cheer party last night cuz I didn't think I could handle driving there, plus I wouldn't really do anything but sit around and do nothing. So I stayed home and slept. I hope the girls had fun though!

After school yesterday Jenny and I went to Mira Mesa to get gifts for our sisters...and my ( Read more... )

Get ready for some optimism cuz it doesn't often happen in this part of town ( Read more... )

ON TOP OF ALL THIS SHIT I JUST LOOKED AT MY FINGER CUZ IT WAS STINGING A LITTLE BIT AND I HAVE A FUCKING PAPERCUT! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR....

lol okay just had to get that out have a nice night everybody.

I want this fucking headache to leave my brain. I need to be able to actually eat a decent sized meal. I wish I could feel at home in my own skin. I wish when I work for something...it actually means something. Dammit, I just want to be happy. Is that really so much to ask. It's really simple...just to be happy. I'm so discouraged. This week sucks ( Read more... )

Let me just say that this has been one of the very worst weeks for me emotionally, physically, and academically.

So, today I actually had 2 meals! Go me. I feel like I've been on an involuntary eating disorder just cuz I can't seem to eat food and I've lost a whole lot of weight. Kinda scary. But I'm trying so hard to eat so don't you guys worry ( Read more... )

Have you ever cried so hard?
Baby, you just died.

( Senses Fail )

[01] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it ( Read more... )

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