my heart aches for you. it shouldnt and im not quite sure why it does. no wait, i do know why my heart aches for you. its because i loved you. for some reason it hit me really hard recently. i pushed the pain away and ignored it. now it caught up with me. it fell right down on my head. i mean i do love him. i really do. but i loved you first and so therefore that feeling will never go away. now that my life and my relationship is moving on to the next level i feel like i am leaving you out. i feel like i am being forced to leave you out. i dont want to though. and in my ideal world, we could all be friends, but since that world doesnt exist, i must make a choice: hold on to the past, or move on to new and exciting things. i want to move on to new and exciting things. i want to move on, but i want you to come with me. be my best friend. i want you two to be okay with each other. i want to hang out together, all of us, without it being awkward. that isnt possible though because men suck. they have to compete all
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