Comments | xwastedxbeautyx: [well this is much better than it ever was before, and next year I better have my foot on the door]

xwastedxbeautyx

[well this is much better than it ever was before, and next year I better have my foot on the door]

Mar 15, 2004 22:21

today was pretty good, it was one of the better days I've had in a while. I hung with ceci and aj and we had fun lighting shit on fire down at the train tracks. haha. The only thing that kinda sucks right now is hanging with ceci and aj got my mind off jen for the time that I was with them, but now I'm left to think about her again. I really don't ( Read more... )

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so_effing_rad March 15 2004, 19:53:40 UTC

"...I need drugs"
my dearest friend,
i love you a lot, so i'm going to tell you this from experience and from the heart: drugs and alcohol are not the answers at all. if anything, the alcohol will only make the memories stronger and as for the drugs, when they wear off it'll be back to the familiar pain. my suggestion to you (i just recently went through a similar situation) is to pamper yourself like a true goddess! go buy a new cd, or some clothes, or get your hair done, or get a pedicure, or something! it'll take your mind off whatever's bugging you and make you feel good about yourself! also, surround yourself with friends who are supportive. it will always help you. and try not to let it get to you sister :) you're so beautiful and funny and everything will undoubtedly work out in the end, i promise. if you ever, ever need to talk, i'm always here and i swear i won't judge. remember, i love you a lot and although we have only talked through the computer, i feel very close to you.

-meg

xwastedxbeautyx March 16 2004, 15:44:43 UTC

meg,
Its weird I never though I could feel so close to someone only by talking to them through the computer, but you're def. my twin for life! haha I love you and thanks for lookin out for me, it really means a lot. thats the downside to drugs and shit is that when the good feeling wears off all you're left with is all the bad shit you were trying not to think about by drugs or drinking. And I will deffinately take your advice with pampering myself but I don't have any money right now! haha but as soon as I get some I def will do something good for myself. I <3 you meg!!!

so_effing_rad March 16 2004, 17:06:22 UTC

here's the money, holli.

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xdavey_havokx March 16 2004, 07:35:44 UTC

holli holli..sounds like you had a LOT of fun!! hehe. dude i love you. okay and once ur off probation you are coming to my house and we're gonna smoke it up..ill provide the marijuana and shiit and u provide the alcohol..oh man dude we're gonna have so much fun. holli one thing...dont smoke cigaretts..they are so gross..they smell bad, are addicting, smell bad, give u lung cancer, smell bad, give you breast cancer, smell bad, kills you, and i think they actually dont smell that bad....hehe i <3 you! mwah

xwastedxbeautyx March 16 2004, 15:48:10 UTC

hahaha do they really smell bad?! lol I love you so much krystal you=life. When I get off probation we're deffinately gonna have tons of fun kidd, oof I can't wait ::splooooge:: and yea you're right I prolly shouldnt smoke cigarettes cause they are wicked gross and they do smell bad and I really should quit I contemplate it all the time but as for right now I just can't do it! its way to hard. oof :( but I love you!!