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i'm too honest to make people ever feel any better about anything in their lives.

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 Okay, so I've picked a major...
What now?

Things are going pretty well right now in my life.
Sure, I'm pretty much defeated by the weather right now, so my nose is stuffy and my tummy is achey and my head is constantly pounding, but that'll go away soon enough.
With the exception of Calculus, this school year is looking pretty hopeful.  All of my classes are pretty fun, and choir is sounding ( Read more... )

I am from the raw and overly aborted womb of my mother.  I am from the hands of a doctor who swore they should name me "Miracle", because he'd never seen such a small child live through prostagladin.  I am from a father who wanted to name me Sarah Jessica, and an aunt who though I'd grow up and be trampy if I was named as such.  I am from the legs ( Read more... )

I almost let Derek go yesterday.
I'm just cracking under all of the drama that is coming with our relationship.  All of the jealous girls, and not knowing whether he's lying to me or not.  But honestly, how am I supposed to feel when I hear from someone who has NO reason to lie to me, that he told her that he's single? This isn't the first time it's ( Read more... )

My sister ran off to college with my entire Midol supply ( Read more... )

So it's been about a week since I've written.  Haha.  Woops.
Just a quick update on my life as it currently stands...

-The people who were going to buy our house backed out.  Which, y'know, I'd be pretty excited about.  Except the part where about 75% of my room is already packed into boxes and ready to peace out of our house.  Haha.  I was tearing ( Read more... )

Thanks to everyone for your encouraging words on my last entry.
You guys are great.
I think I just get very emotional when underslept... and that was one of those days.  Though I'm still worried about it.  But I'm just gonna take it as it comes, I suppose.

My friend Josh Martin left for Kuwait tonight- he's in the Air Force.
Biggest queer I've ever met ( Read more... )

So I feel like there's a lot going on but at the same time there isn't?
I don't know.
We're moving here pretty soon. 
Like, I'll still be going to Central but...
The last people that looked at the house made a pretty decent deal on the house, and are willing to pay $100 more than what we asked.  Which isn't much, but it's selling to them.  Except they ( Read more... )

I've got a lot on my mind tonight.
Can't sleep.

I think I'll write about this tomorrow.