420 was good this year. didnt really do anything different, it's just always a nice day on 420. and the next day was beautiful. i loved being outside so much and not feeling cold wearing a tank top, and chilling in the sun. i could feel summer coming. im so happy it's supposed to be nice tomorrow too. i really cant wait till summer. i had fun this ( Read more... )

it's the worst to wake up in a bad mood. to keep on waking up thinking about the same shit and being able to blame noone but myself ( Read more... )

so i woke up feeling kind of down. thinking how i am so careful. but only careful to not get hurt. but maybe i am a little too careful because maybe if i took a little chance and made myself vulnerable a little bit i wouldnt have to think about regrets. i guess it's impossible to protect myself completley. i guess all i can do is just keep to

ok, over before anything really began i guess, better than it could be. but i guess it's all for the best, i have to focus on school, need no distractions for a long time. im just mad at myself for getting myself into shit to get upset over. but i cant think overthink it, it's whatever. maybe i am too careful sometimes. oh well.

yesssssss....ive been hearing it from other people, but i didnt want to get my hopes up..but i just asked yelena and i got my confirmation that my roommates are moving the fuuuckkk out when this lease runs up...so i decided to stay. and not spend the time and energy looking for an apartment yet. i cant wait for them to move out. im so excited. like ( Read more... )

i fucked up my sleeping schedule a little bit the past 2 days. i didnt sleep till 5 yesterday and had to wake up for class and then napped and then woke up and smoked and started my paper and napped and then woke up to finish my paper at 11ish and had a blunt i could have saved for tomorrow sitting up here calling out to me. i love whenpeople light ( Read more... )

i think it's weird how i couldnt sleep until almost 5 and i woke up almost 5 hours later. i dont think im getting sick, cause i got allergy medicine and it made me feel much better, so that's a relief but these allergies are gonna be annoying as fuck this year i know ( Read more... )

i kind of feel like shit. i dont know if it's cause im so fucking cold or if im getting a fucking cold. i really cant be getting sick, i have to do all my work and shit in the next 2 days. ugh. school is pissing me off. i wish there was a way i could just magically have a degree without going through schooling. yeah ha wouldnt that be great. but no ( Read more... )

florida was amazing. it was so nice to be in that beautiful sunny warm weather. it was so nice to see all my family, and just chill down there ( Read more... )

no more counting down....it's spring break fuckerrrrrs...this time tomorrow sasha and i will be on a plane to florida. that is a beautiful thing to say ( Read more... )