like bringing a knife to a gun fight.

[xwhatoncewasx]

well. i hate the way this is all turning out. i question myself all the time now and mainly about this but i don't think I'M ready or able to be in that type of relationship. i mean with all i have going on, i just wanna make everything so perfect and i know i cant cause of all my shit in the air right now. i dont wanna hold you back and make

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i dont understand

[_butrfly_kissz_]

i dont get it any of it i hate this i cry now because i misss u so much i cant stand it and i hate it i cant deal with it i donot know what to do tears thats all there is tears never again did i think i would cry but for u i do yes once again because i need u but no.. no no no it doesnt work that way no matter what i do u wont come back and its all my fault for even thinkin we should b apart in the first place love bull shit love i hate it it does no good for me ever yes i love u but no never i cant get what would make me happy so u leave and now im left alone again hurt like alwayz in the end it is my own stupidity that killed what we may have had so i go if this is what makes u happy i will go forever...