mid week break down big time this week.
makes me doubt myself and what I'm doing and my ability to make good grades.
I used to me sooo smart in high school, how did I end up like this in college?

so remember back in high school when we posted like every other day ( Read more... )

hmm, okay ( Read more... )

I'm pathetic.
I know it.
Others have told me as well.
And I hate myself for it.

after the last two days I'm almost 100% sure that my heart is completely and irrevocably dead.
I'm being pulled at on all sides, and either way I turn I'm not going to be totally happy...because the only way I will be happy isn't possible. I have so much to give to someone but then again I'm so scarred. I don't know what to do anymore.

sooooo the last 24 hours have been rediculously crazy. I woke up the night before last throwing up like crazy, and I knew something was wrong. So I went to Thagard yesterday and as it turns out, I have an all out, full blown upper kidney infection. Thaaaaat's right. And here I thought that I was still just slightly dehydrated from the game on ( Read more... )

You know when you feel like there are some moments when God just hates you? Well my moment has lasted oh about 2 weeks now. But Fall is coming and the weather outside is gorgeous, and I'm looking forward to a change of season, Halloween candy, and cold weather. I've discovered that on beautiful afternoons I really enjoy opening all the windows and ( Read more... )

Felt slightly mwbd-ish today, although I'm not quite sure why. Went to my first Golf class this afternoon and I must say that I enjoy it greatly. All you have to do is sign in and whack a couple balls and you get an A. Plus it always helps when the guys you are with have this entirely too loud contest to see who can hit it the furthest...although ( Read more... )

I think the culmination of working almost day for the past four weeks now has finally taken a toll, as I now wake up stressed beyond belief. But it's odd, I find that I'm always stressed when I'm away from work, but when I am actually at the Loft/hospital I'm completely relaxed. It's almost like the rhythem of my life now consists of the girls at ( Read more... )

1) Where & when was your last kiss ( Read more... )