The weather outside is getting chilly and my boy isn't here to keep me warm :/ he's gone until Sunday and I'm missing him real bad! Alex's birthday is coming up very soon! It's way too early and I'm counting the minutes until 9 o'clock so I can leave. I'm working on some self-improvement and I like where things have started going. I dyed my hair ( Read more... )

i got the bestfriends/boyfriend a girl could ask for.
what a great night with my favorite people :] !

I feel like school now is the biggest waste of time its ever been. I'm sitting here in a class doing absolutly nothing and my assignments are nonexistant and unimportant. I have now been suckered into organizing Mr. and Mrs. Seabreeze and that is the only grade I will be recieving for this 9 week class. I wish I was at home still in bed! The air ( Read more... )

a new year with plenty of opportunity!

Its hard to believe Christmas has already come and gone and the year is almost over! Its also hard to believe that i could ever achieve this level of happiness. I've never met anyone quite like him before, and I've never been treated this good by a boy before. At times I'm almost boggled by his kindness and sweet surprizes. I really hope this lasts ( Read more... )

( my xmas stocking )

i am never satisfied.
not with what i have or what ive lost.
when push comes to shove i am unreliable and distant.
this road to self-discovery gets harder each day.
growing up is tiring but im looking forward.

im so sick of everyone being in everyones business. im so sick of gossip. get a fucking life and quit talking shit. its pretty pathetic to say that i cant even trust people in my closest circle of friends. im done with talking and im done with stupid people. its called my personal life because its supposed to be mine and fucking personal. i dont ( Read more... )

im so cold. my nose and toes are freezing! but i love it! good friends, good times, and warm cuddles are all i need. i want this feeling to stay with me for a very long time.

what a glorious day! this weather is just gorgeous. i've been baking all day and my house smells delicious. today is the start of something new and im very excited.