bleeegh
study hall = boooooo
i have a ton of homework to do but i just cant get myself to do it. i hate school so much. i thought i was doin not so bad but hey i got a failure warning in english... and its only 2nd period so im pretty sure ill get about 2 or 3 more. shoot me in the head. i was actually in a really good mood today but screw that its gone to shit. im pissed. the other night my mom was lecturing me about grades as always and said "your not gonna get into college" i screamed at her and told her to shut up. basically shes sayin im not gonna get anywhere in life. she just kept goin with it too... even after i told her to stop. she doesnt understand that puttin more pressure on me just makes me want to do less. im so sick of school already and its only a month and a half in. ugh.
but eff school. whatever. this weekend should be fun. matt des and mike are coming home tonight. mike was away at a buisness thing since saturday. des pretty much lives with us now haha. but tommorow me and the chrisinator are going to the mall and then hes stayin at my crib for the night. werrd. sunday im supposed to go dress shopping with maggie and mary beth.. but both of them bought dresses already... yeaaaa... so watever ill just find one later if i go with my mom or somethin. im not even positive yet im even goin. next weekend tara is gonna stay here.. all weekend.. woo! me and her and annie and dan and chris are thinkin of goin on a hayride that saturday and then hopefully annie and dan stay the night with me and tara.
my mom and jerry are goin away all halloween weekend and into the week too.. WOO! yay for me. hopefully my brother will let me do crazy stuff then. i dunno sometimes hes just like watever and sometimes hes not. i dont get it but oh well im takin my chances. PARTAY AT MY PLACES BITCHES. hopefully this halloween will be ALOT better than last year....
mmm... yea thats all i got.. THE END
i have a ton of homework to do but i just cant get myself to do it. i hate school so much. i thought i was doin not so bad but hey i got a failure warning in english... and its only 2nd period so im pretty sure ill get about 2 or 3 more. shoot me in the head. i was actually in a really good mood today but screw that its gone to shit. im pissed. the other night my mom was lecturing me about grades as always and said "your not gonna get into college" i screamed at her and told her to shut up. basically shes sayin im not gonna get anywhere in life. she just kept goin with it too... even after i told her to stop. she doesnt understand that puttin more pressure on me just makes me want to do less. im so sick of school already and its only a month and a half in. ugh.
but eff school. whatever. this weekend should be fun. matt des and mike are coming home tonight. mike was away at a buisness thing since saturday. des pretty much lives with us now haha. but tommorow me and the chrisinator are going to the mall and then hes stayin at my crib for the night. werrd. sunday im supposed to go dress shopping with maggie and mary beth.. but both of them bought dresses already... yeaaaa... so watever ill just find one later if i go with my mom or somethin. im not even positive yet im even goin. next weekend tara is gonna stay here.. all weekend.. woo! me and her and annie and dan and chris are thinkin of goin on a hayride that saturday and then hopefully annie and dan stay the night with me and tara.
my mom and jerry are goin away all halloween weekend and into the week too.. WOO! yay for me. hopefully my brother will let me do crazy stuff then. i dunno sometimes hes just like watever and sometimes hes not. i dont get it but oh well im takin my chances. PARTAY AT MY PLACES BITCHES. hopefully this halloween will be ALOT better than last year....
mmm... yea thats all i got.. THE END