i feel like everyone hates me and is being very shady towards me lately. with the exception of a few people. very few people. i just feel like i'm headed straight for a brick wall and i can't turn around. i feel like something's going to be said to me that will make me go crazy, make me breakdown in tears. i don't know what it will be or who will ( Read more... )

instead of whining about how i dont feel good etc. etc. i just want to say how happy i am that i will be seeing absolutionfairy because she always makes me happy.

adding to last night equation ( Read more... )

mr. droptheneedle from [centerfuse] is my new best friend.

laundry
animal house

now centercity at 3 am? what kind of life do i lead? didn't i say i was staying in so that i could get my sleeping patterns back in order? oh well, tacobell is next on the list.

nervous breakdown in 5.. 4.. 3... 2...

my night was hell. bad directions, stuff other than bubbles in the hot tub, a naked man with a watermelon on his penis. so much has happened tonight, i should have just stayed home. my car broke down. gbiv laughed at me and hung up on me. i didnt get drunk. i wore other people's clothing. i was told fuck you, you fat bitch by my friends neighbor at ( Read more... )

i am friends with save_me_jebus & save_me__jebus and i don't know how long that's been the case.i would also like to state that i do not like baseball because it is boring. and there are two people watching it in my house, on two seperate televisions, in two seperate rooms.... and they are both SLEEPING. thankyou. i cannot wait for monica's, i might just pee my pants in

i drank alot of beer ( Read more... )

5.99 vodka in a coffee cup. minus the coffee. my goals are high. inhibitions are low ( Read more... )

last august i kissed a boy. we listened to belle & sebastian's album titled, boy with the arab strap. i bought it right after that night because that album made that night absolutely perfect. we stayed up all night, drinking and talking and at the end of it... we had our first kiss. it was magical and i thought at the time about how i was going to ( Read more... )