Well its been a long time since i've wrote in this. I am trying to get jake to go back out with me but i don't think he is going to end up saying yes. I think i hurt him way to much last time for him to ever completly forgive me. I wish there was some way to show him that i am not going to be like i was last time. If anyone knows how i can prove ( Read more... )

well i broke up with jake again but i'm sure he thinks i am cheating on him since i did it while i was here is florida but o well. tonight i get the joys of going over to my aunts house and watching all of them get drunk off there butts. sounds like so much fun doesn't it? what really sucks is that i hear that bob still likes me and i really just ( Read more... )

extremely bored,their is nothing to do down here during the day without a car so i just sit around the house doing nothing. I swear if i watch anymore tv i am going to scream. I finally get to come home in 2 days though and i can't wait. Plus my bestest best friend and her boyfriend are coming to pick me up from the airport and i think jake is too ( Read more... )

Well today is my daddy's last day of vacation so for the remainder of my time here i am goign to be bored off my ass but it's ok i guess. I finally got to talk to jake again even though he is still mean he said he might go with nikki and tyler to come pick me up from the airport. Then on thursday i get to meet nikki's mom for the first time since i ( Read more... )

Well i can now say that i feel like shit! Talking on the internet last night mad me really feel stupid and worthless. I have one friend that i can talk to and she is sick and i told her to get some sleep so i'll be damned if i was going to call her and wake her up to tell her about my problems. But really the fact that people that i thought were my ( Read more... )

well today was kinda boring but i did get a chance to go to the beach again. I didn't stay long though because of the extreme heat and all but it was still ok though because i got some sun! yay! Well i am a little to hyper for my own good! I have never been so bored that i actually watched rugrats in my entire life so ya i think i am going to go ( Read more... )

What is your name?: jessica ( Read more... )

Ya well i just got back from the beach!! I love the beach so much and this year is going to be different i am actually going to come home with a tan! But the beach is nothing without all you guys back home. At least i am going to be home in 10 days. I think tomorrow my dad is going to take me to Universal again so wow i am going to get even more of ( Read more... )

o. Full name: jessica suzanne paradis ( Read more... )

I guess i am just sitting here bored to no end. I was supposed to go to the beach today but it ended up getting really cloudy and looking like it is gonna rain soon. Besides who wants to go to the beach when it is cloudy? If i can't get a tan then i don't wanna do it. Well i guess shopping is an exception to that rule. But this is getting sad ( Read more... )