I've only ever loved myself
But I've loved myself so well.

I've lost track, but I'm running again. I'll feel again soon.

don't they just look so cute. you fell in love the second you saw them. and boy that one sure stood out among the rest. you couldn't believe you hadn't noticed it earlier. there were so many trees but that one made you remember what it felt like to breath, and you can't wait to feel it again. (and soon, and how)

I remember looking into his eyes and thinking how nice he'd look if only they were blue. Dark hair light eyes, its what you always wanted wasn't it. You look so good together and you're happy. If only there weren't those black holes. You just can't stay away ( Read more... )

Must it always be a fight?

Can't we just say alright, alright, alright, alright.

Communication is getting exhausting. I'm leaning on this broken fence.

I thought I had stopped using this because I was happy. Simple as that. The majority of my postings are meaningless grips and gripes on this or that, ramblings of an unfocused mind. Now my mind is so full of concrete reality that I can only spill out the obvious. I suppose I am happy, content at least. Excited if anything. Anticipation and content ( Read more... )

Failing in love again
Never wanted to
What am I to do?
Can't help it
Love's always been my game
Play it as I may
I was born that way
Can't help it
Men flock around me
Like moths around a flame
And if their wings burn
I know I'm not to blame
I'm falling
Can't help it

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Listen!!

I'm in San Diego. Its nice, but I'd almost rather be home. Is that a bad thing? I have no money, no Id, no credit card anyhow. Whats the point? Everything is just stressful to do. I want to go to the bank but it involves multiple forms of transportation and time ( Read more... )