i will love you

Feb 18, 2006 23:06

suddenly the world seems such a perfect

i wish i could have been born in 78 so i could have lived through the 80's
i wish i could go to space
i wish i could make a living by singing
i wish for st. olaf
i wish the cheerleaders would get more recognition
i wish i would have raised my hand in 6th grade when they asked if anyone wanted to be in orchestra. i wanted to so bad
i wish my fear of failure or standing out wouldn't restrict me as much as it does
i wish i could be prettier. or at least feel it
i wish i had enough confidence to sing in a talent show. but i never could
i wish it was possible to grow money. even if it was illegal i'd still do it
i wish i had this CD (Celine Dion - A New Day Has Come)
i wish i could get whatever is in my eye out of my eye
i wish that pride and prejudice would come out on dvd so i could fall in love again
i wish i could be everything for you
i wish i could go to college right now
i wish i really could push button for walk signal like the sign above my computer says to
i wish that i could do great things
i wish nascar was never invented
i wish i could dance
i wish i could grieve for my uncle. but i just won't let myself
i wish i had a big family
i wish i could stop waiting
i wish i would talk to my mom more often than every other month
i wish people would stop telling me i'd like smoking weed. i wouldn't, and if you suggest it then you obviously don't know me.
i wish people wouldnt bang on my window at 11 at night. i feel like punching whoever it is in the face. why don't you just shoot me with a shotgun? i mean seriously, heaven forbid i don't know how bad you need my attention.
i wish i wouldn't ever sweat lol i think sweat and snot are the two most disgusting things ever

ok
lists = done
i just have to say
that our d-line got robbed
in every sense of the world
and no, it's not just "the loser's claim"
you watch the tapes and tell me they deserve what they got
yeah, eff that
you can't

but regardless, we love them lots
and made like, 50 silly signs
and ran down the middle of st. paul at midnight
in the -30 weather (according to the radio man)
to tape their signs up in their hotel
it was success
and MSHSL can suck it
because i've never liked them anyway

but i had way fun
and this week should equal amazingness
because i have a ton of plans
with lots lots of people

my parents are really annoying
they're pissed at me because i locked the door lol
it's not like it's 11 at night or anything
and yes, of course i meant to do it only to lock you out

i hate how my dad tries to pretend like i had the perfect childhood
sorry dad, i love you more than anything
but pretending like i've never been sad isn't going to change the fact that along time ago you effed up
i don't mean to dwell, but i will bring it up if you try to cover it up

so. livejournal is amazing.
because it automatically saves everytime you change your post
so if you accidentally leave the window without posting, and come back
it asks if you wanna start from where autosave last saved
i just put that feature to use
amazing.
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