i'm losing you and it's |effortless|
i never knew
i never knew that everything was
falling through
i have this annoying quality
where i feel forced to do the best i can
regardless of whether the outcome will be beneficial in the long run
and when i fail to do so
i feel thoroughly disappointed
it's both the most frustrating and gratifying trait ever
i can't tell you how many times i've stayed after in the chemistry room this year
always until at least 4 pm
but i suppose that's why i've had straight A's in the class
whatevs
sometimes it pays, sometimes it really doesn't
i'm pretty sure i'm not going to prom lol
seriously, like i know anyone who would ask me
but i'm ok with that
being asked is something that should make your day
(maybe week? depending on who asks)
but not being asked isn't something that should ruin your day
or your week
that's the way i figure it anyway
all i did this weekend was cheerlead and eat
i'm not sure i ever really stopped doing either of the two
but i can tell i'm home
because it's 4:47 and i'm now eating for the first time today
yep,
congrats to me
i'm pretty sure i'm the only one not going down to basketball state
but with 16.88 absences in the last grading period
i'm sure you understand why
i mean, yeah, i could say eff it what does it matter no teachers will be teaching anyway
but, i will only tell you to see the first paragraph of this entry
you know why i'm staying
maybe i'll find make a friend and go to a movie this week since i'll prolly have no homework
like V for Vendetta...
meehhhhhh i wanna see that
so, as i polish off my second bowl of ramen for my first meal of the day
i am now realizing this was a crappy crappy post
the end.
i never knew that everything was
falling through
i have this annoying quality
where i feel forced to do the best i can
regardless of whether the outcome will be beneficial in the long run
and when i fail to do so
i feel thoroughly disappointed
it's both the most frustrating and gratifying trait ever
i can't tell you how many times i've stayed after in the chemistry room this year
always until at least 4 pm
but i suppose that's why i've had straight A's in the class
whatevs
sometimes it pays, sometimes it really doesn't
i'm pretty sure i'm not going to prom lol
seriously, like i know anyone who would ask me
but i'm ok with that
being asked is something that should make your day
(maybe week? depending on who asks)
but not being asked isn't something that should ruin your day
or your week
that's the way i figure it anyway
all i did this weekend was cheerlead and eat
i'm not sure i ever really stopped doing either of the two
but i can tell i'm home
because it's 4:47 and i'm now eating for the first time today
yep,
congrats to me
i'm pretty sure i'm the only one not going down to basketball state
but with 16.88 absences in the last grading period
i'm sure you understand why
i mean, yeah, i could say eff it what does it matter no teachers will be teaching anyway
but, i will only tell you to see the first paragraph of this entry
you know why i'm staying
maybe i'll find make a friend and go to a movie this week since i'll prolly have no homework
like V for Vendetta...
meehhhhhh i wanna see that
so, as i polish off my second bowl of ramen for my first meal of the day
i am now realizing this was a crappy crappy post
the end.