awww Andy I understand exactly how you feel. My Grandma died when I was 13, & it's still got me to the age of 16 how much I miss her. She died RIGHT before Christmas too, but she was diagnosed w/ cancer Easter, & died Dec. 9th, 2001. I miss her SO much it's not even funny. I would give anything to hear her say my name again, or I love you. I understand what you mean. I still have her voice fresh in my memory, & I miss it so much. I sometimes can smell her too, like when I opened her old sewing kit. I smelled her smell, & it's just not the same w/o her. That Christmas everyone tried to pretend everything was okay, but it's so hard for me. I had to think of my great aunt too. She was her sister, she has 3 siblings & they were all younger than her & died all before her. & she's still here. I have to think what she has to go through to watch her brothers & sisters die. I miss my Grandma so much. It hurts all the time, because I felt like she was the only one who understood me. I'm sorry you didn't feel like his favorite grandson, but I am
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