Comments | xx_adamo_mangie: 108; It's Not You, It's Me- But I Think This Is For The Best, Yes?

xx_adamo_mangie

108; It's Not You, It's Me- But I Think This Is For The Best, Yes?

Mar 18, 2010 13:44

Being out of highschool has probably done the worst thing to my friend half circle.
I call it a half circle because its like weak line that likes to curve and pretend to be a circle sometimes.

I've never been one to keep friends for long- it's just difficult for me to keep trying to remind myself that they care when it's painfully clear that they ( Read more... )

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metrocard March 18 2010, 18:23:01 UTC

So instead of just, IDK, talking to me? Calling me or something, you delete me off of your LJ?

OK. Great to know you don't want to be friends, then.

You're not the only one with issues, Angie. People take the time to work them out differently-I do it by being alone. It doesn't mean I don't care about you, but go ahead and think that.

This is nasty and I don't care, because these assumptions you make are just as hurtful.

I'd send you a private message- but you deleted me, too. xx_adamo_mangie March 19 2010, 14:40:03 UTC

You never respond to anything, Diana. This has basically been happening before highschool even ended- it was just easier because I saw you everyday ( ... )

Re: I'd send you a private message- but you deleted me, too. metrocard March 19 2010, 15:08:54 UTC

Angie. Grow up. What other fun activities? Do you know how many times I've seen Evin? Zero. I've seen Jacqui and Tiffany, that's it. They are my best friends and don't throw a fit if I don't hang out with them. I tend to keep to myself, most summers I spend alone. The fact that you go as far as to say that all this means I don't care about you is bullshit.

I'm so mad I'm shaking right now. I deleted you because you were being petty, which you are, try and defend it, but you are.

This isn't high school, as you keep stating, so quit acting like it. The door swings both ways, get off your high horse. Sorry I didn't call, but it's my nature, just like yours is.

And just so you know, one LJ comment in forever doesn't count for shit. I've been busy as FUCK this week, and haven't responded to half of my online shit.

Re: I'd send you a private message- but you deleted me, too. xx_adamo_mangie March 19 2010, 15:14:21 UTC

I know I'm being petty, and I'm sorry.
And sorry I'm behaving like I'm 13.
I'm sorry I've made those assumptions- you know how I am.
I'm sorry that I never called you and I posted this instead.
I'm sorry.
But it doesn't change the fact that I've been feeling like this with you since before the summer started.
I hate fighting, but unless you want to salvage something and try to stay friends, then let's just stop.
I'll delete this post.
And we can both carry on.
Whatever, y'know?

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sarahjean1221 March 18 2010, 22:55:21 UTC

:(
This is pretty much everyone's worst fears about graduating and leaving high school. I'm sure you are hurt, and there's probably no way you can really stop caring about it. But maybe it's a good idea to be persistent with your friends and try to keep in contact with them. If they keep denying you, that's one thing, but if you're only depending on them making the plans, then like you said, everyone has their own lives and their own agendas, no matter how good of friends you are.
Sorry -- I'm still getting to know you, and I really don't know your situation, but that's just what I think. And if those friends from high school go out and forget you, then forget them. Make new ones. Go out and get some. There's a lot of interesting people out there, much more interesting than people from your high school.
I would give anything to be in your place :b I have a year and two months left of this high school shit and those people, hah.

aydenclare March 19 2010, 00:40:22 UTC

Ah,this is why I keep my "real life friends" off my lj. Period.

You're allowed to feell like this. Although, it takes two people to make the effort to keep a relationship going. I'm not the best at that though. I let people drift. I probably shouldn't, but I justify it by thinking that it's better than telling them that I don't really want to be friends anymore.

darkdarhb March 19 2010, 03:12:04 UTC

Ok heart to heart time Angie ( ... )

xx_adamo_mangie March 19 2010, 14:45:13 UTC

Thank you, I'm glad for all of your support- I'm not really in a rut. I've been feeling sort of fantastic lately. Just this one last loose end. I need meaningful friendships and I've never really had one of those in the same town, hell- the same province, as me.
If this could work out- great. But if I know her like I think I do- and have been on the recieving end of other comments- I know she's just as stubborn as I am when it comes to things like this and we may never get over it.
That bothers me, but that's okay, too.