Somewhere between all the appointments, starbucks coffee,
and Mc Donald's... paying bills and then not paying bills..
Making plans then breaking plans... Appearing, Disappearing,
then reappearing... I forgot--I forgot what it was like to cry. 
I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn't make you
happy... And that pretending to
be SmArT doesn't make ( Read more... )

what do you do when something really bad happens to a person that you love?

this shouldnt be happening

i hate life. and i hate Him for letting this happen

pf changs is....hell ( Read more... )

i dont dont dont dont dont want this year to end.

anytime. soon. and i hate that.....but i cant help it. and its so close to ending.

anyway....i start my PF Chang job this SUNDAY! thats right =) ima get everyone free food ! im soo excited

and i get to see panic! in a week !! i wish alexa was coming with me ....=(

congrads to aubree and her ( Read more... )

ayihh man, now i hate all you memory people....yes i did the aubrey thing where i ruin everything because i just had to go and look at MY past livejournal entries and i started crying ( Read more... )

GO SEE !
( Read more... )

i wanted
i wanted you to stay...
cause i needed
i need to hear you say...
that i love you

and i have loved you all along

and i forgive you
for being far away for far too long
so keep breathing
cause im not leaving you anymore...
believe it..
hold on to me never let me go

i know its late but i hope you all had a great christmas =)

mine was veryyy good, i got a Mp3 player, a really nice one, so i'm all ( Read more... )

fun tonight ~

riverplate183 (1:51:37 AM): hey chonga i love u more than wat u thinkkk
riverplate183 (1:51:41 AM): ure so good at thissss
FallenXbree (1:52:14 AM): ahaha
FallenXbree (1:52:23 AM): we chongas have to stick together

"I can't buy a pack of smokes without running into nine guys you fucked" - The Boondock Saints

ahahaa good movie

cool day ... very cool day =)

KELLY I WANT TO GO ON THE CAMPING TRIP!