Unsent Letter

[xx_broken_angel]

Dear Ryan,

It has been seven months since I last saw you, and four months since you moved to Europe.
Now you are here again, for only a month's time, and in my heart I had felt so full and alive with love.
It's been over a year since I first realized that  I was in love with you, and so many men have been pushed away because they simply couldn't

Comments

[darkdarhb]

This is one of the most honest and straight forward things I've ever read. It is good that you get to realise how you two had something special and that you will always hold a special place for him, but as what it was, not what it is.

It seems to me you are very self aware and that is an amazing thing, don't ever lose that to emotion. Emotions are great when kept in check at necessary times, but can definitely cloud the reality of life and they need to be able to co-exist with each other to form happiness.

While this entry seemed a little sad at first, after reading it I actually felt happy because of the importance of these realisations.

[xx_broken_angel]

Thank you so much. I wrote this in a flurry of emotion, so it wasn't until re-reading it the next day that I was aware of the happiness this letter brought me.
It's weird, my mind being completely empty of him.
Luckily, I have the opportunity now to make up for my lost potential in a relationship.

[darkdarhb]

Yeah it seems like you will be much better off moving forward in life and finding yourself a healthier situation.