OKAY so ... me and ryan are done.. if he wants to be a little immature bitch then let him. i feel bad for him because he cant tell the difference between someone loving him and someone who will just bring him down again and again because she has that kind of control over him. which is pathetic.. i have decided that i am making vows for myself.. ( Read more... )

ohkay... i really need to turn my phone like off at night when i go to bed lol. meh o well... so0o im all like..bored n stuff now. hehe today in drama class...ms.moriana was showing us examples of childrens books we can use for our assignment presentation thingy and in this one book...there was this insult and it was "yeah!? well your mom wears ( Read more... )

well its not that i dont like it here.. its just that its so boring lol.. so when im bored i just think.. right?.. and now after thinking for the past while.. i have a headache. its almost 12.. which means i have 12 more hours till i gotta leave for work... im not really dreading it this time tho.. its only 4 hours. and i need the hours. because ( Read more... )

ok so its my sisters b-day weekend and me and chris endediip drijkiin with her and now m and chris are dancin to spice girls!~~!!!! ol and my neice thinks we are craxy !!! nxt spice girls song!!!!!!!!!! lol ... well i have decided tha tspice girls are so dirty!@! i miss ryan. i reaklly do! i have lovef him fort like evet! omg i cant even type ( Read more... )

well its like... 1:35 am. lol and i cant sleep cos im sooooo hyper!!! lol i suckered my sister and danny into walking up to timmies with me, in the pouring rain. but i felt it refreshing. i liked it even more so because there was thunder and lightning and i think those storms are the best out of any =) i think this because they remind me of my mom ( Read more... )

heya... okie so its my second day stayin home from skewl and im muchos bored!!! lol.. honestly.. i am... but my chris came over, hes just at bellas havin a smoke.. so im bored. lol. im still waiting for some kinda like terrible storm that my sister said there was going to be or something, but theres nothing yet lol but thats ok.. i got to stay home ( Read more... )

lol im such a spazz im muchos hyper today!! lol...well so heres what went down today, i walked to timmies while i was on the phone with nikki, awh i miss her lol we havent seen eachother in sooo long and so we have decided that we gotta hang out soon! EXCITED! so i told her my mini soap opera storie and she said that she had always respected any ( Read more... )

so my decision or choice or whatever you want to call it.. conclusion... IS, Rye, i know that sam's unhappy about it, because thats ya kno, expected... but i cant help the way i feel about him, i love him and i always have, and its everything about him that makes me love him, his smile, the way he smells, his words, his personality,the fact that we ( Read more... )

ok so i talked to sam.. and as much as i cried cos i feel so bad... he understands i have feelings for ryan ...and even tho im not going to malton for a while were still gonna talk.. he said that whatever i decide to do, whoever i am with hes going to be here for me... it'll be hard ... but we will still be friends and he wont hate me....i was just ( Read more... )

well its 3:38am... i woke up around 3:00..i cant fall back asleep.. i feel so fucking bad.. im pretty sure sam hasnt even checked his email yet...i feel..like shit and i cant stop crying... i woke my sister up to ask her if i can stay home today and i got half way thru my sentance n then started to bawl my eyes out...a break up has never been so ( Read more... )