Some random fic that I never finished. XDxx_axiahsgoalDecember 16 2008, 08:57:42 UTC
It's been a while since that night--that cold, rainy night that I watched you walk out the door. It's been a few years, a few years and still, you linger in my memory. Move on, they tell me, forget. But you see, I can't.
You were that important to me, Jaejoong, that deep into the recesses of my heart and to have had to pull you out so suddenly tore my soul out with you. And yet here I stand, a hollow shell, waiting, begging that you turn this way again. It hurts, Jae...
"Goodbye, Yunho."
Your voice. It played over and over again, bitter, piercing words that fell from your lips as you walked away. And still, I stood there. I watched your tears fall as you walked out the door.
I watched as fear consumed me, enveloping me in it's powerful stronghold. And to this day, Jaejoong, I bear it in my heart. I bear the fear to look you in the eye and speak.
I'm afraid, afraid to say words that my heart ache to say.
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You were that important to me, Jaejoong, that deep into the recesses of my heart and to have had to pull you out so suddenly tore my soul out with you. And yet here I stand, a hollow shell, waiting, begging that you turn this way again. It hurts, Jae...
"Goodbye, Yunho."
Your voice. It played over and over again, bitter, piercing words that fell from your lips as you walked away. And still, I stood there. I watched your tears fall as you walked out the door.
I watched as fear consumed me, enveloping me in it's powerful stronghold. And to this day, Jaejoong, I bear it in my heart. I bear the fear to look you in the eye and speak.
I'm afraid, afraid to say words that my heart ache to say.
I want you back, Jae. I need you back.
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