why do i insist on constantly procrastinating.
this is it.
i need to be done.

sometimes and only somtimes, i miss you to the point of tears.
i though about you today for the first time in a while.
i just wish God wouldn't have taken you from me when he did.
I miss you so much.
Kyle, i need you everyday.


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i go back to work today ( Read more... )

I really don't understand why I do the things I do.
The other night was stupid and should never happen again.
I wish my cough would go away so I could actually smoke.
irritated.

so i've been sick ( Read more... )

There’s a light bulb dangling from string ( Read more... )

it's kind of odd that i have 2 jobs right now and i absolutely love both of them.

that never happens.
i've never liked a job before in my life.

i actually look forward to going into work.

WEIRD.

i'm bored.
waiting for meg han to get home so we can smoke and then go thrifting.
word.

I didn't lose my job at Wealthy Street Bakery. Justin called me yesterday to get my schedule so I went in today. Everyone was happy to see me and was asking where I've been. It's nice to work with good people for once. And as much as I hate going in there at 6am day after day after day.... I'm really okay with it ( Read more... )

i love that i'm within walking distance.
coffe coffee coffeeeee.

and the impossible quiz is kicking our asses.

but we're going to finish it.

i fucking promise you that.

we're watching Aladdin
and i'm perfectly content.