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Okay guys, something scared me a couple days ago & just did again. You see, one of my ex-really good guy friends posted the songs he wrote & sang on this site deal and I went to listen to them cause I was bored oneday. Once it started playing & he started singing all the memories of way back in 1st grade to 6th grade came back, & it just scared me because for so many years I had liked him. I thought I even loved him. I know I dont now, but along time ago my definition of love was alot different. So we'll just say I liked him, alot. I dont now. Not one bit. I dont even remotely like him as more than an acquaintance, but it just scared me that I used to have such strong feelings for someone who didnt even remotely care about me anywhere near how I cared about him. Now I know what it really is to be in love & I'm so thankful for it. I was just so confused by how I could've ever been how I used to be. I dont know, I just wanted to tell somebody & I know ya'll would listen. It's just weird how people change, y'know? Sometimes it's good, sometimes it's bad. This was just one of those weird things that make you think & make you so thankful for what you have now.
Alright. Comment. Later, daters♥