so this whole thing where i pretend that i feel like i know what im doing and i feel like im genuinely happy isn't really working. i thought if i convinced myself that i was completely happy with things then i would just end up feeling the way i thought but then i realized that it doesn't really work that way. this summer i think i need to go away ( Read more... )

don't get me wrong...i like being busy but right now my body is having some issues physically taking it. my body itself is exhausted. after bid day (which was basically a 24 hour shit show) it's not like i got a break to just rest...i had shit to do and i did it. im physically tired. i have the mentality to just go and get things done but it's like ( Read more... )

bid day is so ridic. we got 14 new baby alpha xis! i love them allll! ive literally been drinking since liek 9am. but i spobered up a little bit and then just gt mre drunk cuz sig ep had vdka gummy bear shots taht are s effin good plus i had jungle jusic. im pretty drunk righ tnow. actually im effin wasted. john was here tnight! i was kinda over ( Read more... )

way to ruin a really good moment. seriously you did such a nice and cute and sweet thing and then RUINED IT with the words that came out of your mouth NO LESS THAN AN HOUR LATER. i think this just proved that we have to keep doing what we've been doing because we clearly have an extremely difficult time getting along for more than like...15 minutes ( Read more... )

*************: hey crazygirl thanks for making me feel better by singing to me.....most people would think that's fuckin weird but you're cute and because you're cute....you make weird things like singing to people cute ( Read more... )

my yesterdays are all boxed up
and neatly put away, but every
now and then you come to mind.

omfg rush week is probably THE MOST STRESSFUL WEEK OF THE SEMESTER SO FAR....AND IT'S ONLY TUESDAY. im not supposed to talk about it but just know---it's incredibly stressful and if you talk to me and im irritated...it's not you...it's RUSH. AND WHY IS IT SO EFFIN COLD?! valentine's day is this week and i don't care suckas! i have no energy to do ( Read more... )

i am exhausted! today was unusually hectic and busy and mondays are usually my busy days! not wednesdays! i was so unprepared for the amount of things i had to do today! sheeesh! optimistically thinking..it's past midnight and that means that it's thursday! and that means that tomorrow...the weekend starts! this weekend should is pretty booked up. ( Read more... )

so i got invited to see barack obama at giants stadium this morning and where was i? doing a little something i like to call folding laundry and settling for watching it on tv. boo for classes. oh well...i guess i'll make up for it tomorrow. what's tomorrow you ask? well, it's SUPER TUESDAY! what's super tuesday? wellll....24 states (including nj) ( Read more... )

i miss santo domingo. a lot. =(