Twisted Insomnia... (Thursday Night)
Okay...that had to be the wierdest conversation that I've ever had with Jake...oh my god. Alright I have to calm down before bed...need to get some sleep...okay, breathing is good. Just lie here breathing...not thinking of anything...
( Why? WHY??? OMG Why? )
( Why? WHY??? OMG Why? )
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have to...I have to...
pictures from before
when I got here...Jake in the pool...
was so long ago...it's different now
Ke in the doorway...us walking...later in the lounge
"No, not everyone...just you..."
Getting faster, so so close...
The after party, Jake...and Billy...
"lie back for me...yes..."
Biting my lip...drawing blood again and trying not to...
And Aly...in the bed next to me, the blanket still sprawled that was draped over us...
And then...and then...
"I think insanity's much better...I love you..."
That kiss, his tongue...his hand on my thigh, the scars, his arms...
"I'm not going anywhere okay?"
Brown eyes, first Orli's, kind and caring, happy and laughing
Brown eyes, Keanu...elegant, dark...honest and true
Ahhhh! Don't make a sound...
I'm done...shaken and stirred, bound and choked...ashamed ( ... )
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