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I'm fucking pissed off right now.... i fucking hate everyone...EVERYONE. oh well, fuck it... fuck everyone. we're all gonna die anyway, so it doesn't really matter, now does? hmmmmm alright, let me start bitching now. The issue with shawn is really fucking stupid. he really needs to fucking get over it. he's such a fuckin idiot. we always argue, no matter what. Yes, I admitt, I'm the one that starts it sometimes, but he just fucking annoys the shit out of me sometimes. it's like, fuck, just shut the fuck up you fuckin idiot you don't know shit and your mouth is still running like a fucking faucet...and then the issue with Mikie...oh YEAH..like i'D REALLY tease someone because they won't smoke out...NO i would never fucking tease anyone because of that. I fuckin respect people when it comes to that shit. he's a fuckin idiot as well. that stupid fucker. Then I have some issues with people i dont even fuckin KNOW...supposedly one of tony's friends told another of his friend that i hated her...? okay, i don't even fucking talk to those stupid ass fuckin girls so why the fuck are they fucking saying shit when they don't even fucking know me? I don't even know what they look like, i don't know how their voice sounds, so how the fuck would they know anything about me? then tony told me that jeanette told him that vero was the one telling them that shit or something? it;s like, what the fuck, i barely even talk to vero, and she only called me ONCE on the phone and i NEVER mentioned those chicks....NOT ONCE AT ALL. why didn't i mention them? cuz they are FAR from my mind.,... it's fucking bull shit... and then I think tony is mad at me...?? i'm not sure...?? whatever. I don't fucking care. who isn't mad at me? it's like, fuck, i fucking hate everyone. I'm just waiting for it all to end and for everyone to just spit at me and leave me alone to rot. I know that's what everyone will eventually do. I have no fucking friends as it is.... it's fucking bull shit...honestly. it's like, FUCK. i'm so fucking alone, and then when people really care about me, i push them away because they care too fucking much and they annoy the fuck out of me because supposedly someone replaced them or some shit...um...no the reason i hang out with another person is because ur really boring and u annoy me and u like to contradict what i say and i just feel like i fucking hate you right now. i'm not pissed off at you though...hahaha i know that sounds lame cuz i'm talking all this shit, but i'm not mad at him... i just dont' wanna talk to him so i can avoid talking shit to him and avoid being angry at all the stupid annoying shit he does....
FUCK WHY IS EVERYONE SO FUCKING GAY, I MEAN, REALLY, WHY?
I HAVE NO ONE TO FUCKING TALK TO OR EVEN CONFIDE IN CUZ EVERYONE IS FUCKING MAD AT ME FOR BEING MYSELF, OH WELL, FUCK YOU YOU FUCKING ASSWIPE.