So ya im sick... i'm blah. I have a pain the same pain i had when i had that cyst. I have an interview friday at an insurence company for a manager position. I'm excited i hope this goes well. Luiggi comes home in 11 days! yay! i take my A.S.V.A.B. tomorrow so weee! -sigh- thats all for now

So ya im starting to move into my new apartment today =) I'm tired as hell lately blah. Luiggi comes home in 24 days!! yay! im joining the air force soon too. I take my A.S.A.V.B. on the 11th of January.. -gulp- lol. So ya.. life has had its up's n downs.. in all actuality more downs than ups. But its slowly getting better thank god. It doesn't ( Read more... )

Well i was just in the hospital for 5 days.. i was admitted friday nite. I had surgery yesterday and they removed a cyst the size of a softball removed from my ovarie. Now i have a chance to have a baby with my husband =) I'm excited now i get to have babies now! woohoo... im in so much pain right now though... blah. I can't even stand up straight ( Read more... )

Well, i started college yesterday. I enjoy it.. i just got done studying my computer science shit for my test tomorrow.. im glad part of it is open book. Even if he doesn't open book it though it's still pretty easy n all.. multiple choice n shit.. and i already get my first project assignment tomorrow. English is easy... i have people asking me ( Read more... )

This is all on how you well you know me ( Read more... )

So life is life as always. My parents got into an arguement again tonite because we are trying to get it through my moms thick ass skull that she has a god damn drinking problem.. but of course she wont listen and comes up with a million different fucking excuses for it. I'm like whatever i fucking care about you i dont want to lose my mother ( Read more... )

i feel soooo horrible right now... so congested can't stop coughing.. blah. Life is ok right now.. better than it was... paying bills n all that other stuff is becomming a lot easier with time. Still been hanging out at Ashleys.. fun times ( Read more... )

Do people really talk that much shit on me? Tell me.. let me know what all i have done? Who is a true friend.. and who just wants to talk shit?! -sigh- just let me know

a tear falls down her cheek
like a tear drop from a dark cloud on a rainy day
and she falls deeper into dispair
missing the sun that the clouds hide
there seems to be no end to the rain
no end to the sadness it brings
if only the clouds would part
and let the sun shine its beautiful rayes upon her face
and dry all the rain soaked tear-drops away

god i miss him i wish he would come back. Im doing alright with everything but i screwed up today i really did and it upsets me. The carpets in the old house are supposed to get professionally cleaned today and i went to go to the bank and i didn't know wachovia was closed on saturdays cause i swore they were open till noon on saturdays. -sigh- it' ( Read more... )