over

[xxallyxx56]

well its over for good. and i really dont kno what to say. its not the way i want it, but thats how it has to be. i am sick of lying about it. and i don't kno what else to do. I miss u all ready. i will always miss u. U were my first love, and i will never ever forget u. I really love u. i hope u'll always kno that. i am so sorry it had to end,

Comments

I know it hurts

[littleleahmae]

Alyssa, god works in mysterious ways. I have no doubt in my mind that this is what he had planned for you. I know you're hurt, but he doesn't want you to be. Right now he's cooking something up to make you go from bottom to top. I know and believe this 100%, it hurts like hell right now...i'm hurting too... but last year I went through a break-up that I just didn't understand why it happened... I literally hit rock bottom, drank all the time, didn't eat, but God brought me back up in more ways than one. I know he's already making me feel better about Steven, and I have a feeling that once you graduate you will feel this overwhelming strength. Grandma said this to me the other day "Leah honey, if the relationship was meant to be it will come back to you, if it wasn't then it won't, that's all" - she's right.

Re: I know it hurts

[xxallyxx56]

aw Leah thanks so much, i kno u know how much it hurts, and thanx so much i needed that. ur right. i just wanna do whats right, and i kno he will bless me