Life is...confusing none the least. I've been realizing a lot, and you cannot manipulate the world. You can manipulate your prospective, but not the world, you have to work with the world and its sources of energy ( Read more... )

Life is crazy and throws you so much unexpected shit....well i suppose if it was expected then we'd all be psychic in a way ( Read more... )

i hate being in relationships...everything goes to shit including my attitude and personality. I have this boyfriend who is amazing and wonderful except he has a problem of lying to me about small things. It isn't often, or so I think, and its mostly out of ignorance and fear. I don't react well to it at all. I'm hoping things will get better but i ( Read more... )

Finals today aahahahahja....and finals all throughout the week- one more test in an hour and one monday morning at 8am.....it kills with skills....im retarded...i need to study ( Read more... )

So, one week left til the end of the semester...fuck yeah. I got a C in math so far, hopefully ill getat least 2 B's and an A....Ihave a feeling I might be disappointed but im hoping for the best. I just want a 3.0..thats it! Next semester im taking some kick ass classes....im only taking two academic courses and three electives but whatever its ( Read more... )

So halloween weekend 2005 was pretty fun. I missed a big party on friday, but I went ot this house party in philly and it was pretty wild. I dont know what im doing tomorrow, actual halloween, but i can't wait for tuesday, I want to go to the store n buy pretty halloween stuff for super cheap. That's my fave part ( Read more... )

Last night was beautiful. It was the last pines party of the summer. I went with Adam. I like Adam so much, but somethings starting to get to me. I don't know. Adam is wonderful...I feel like I connect with him- we click as people. I havent felt a connection with anyone that i've been dating. Last night, we both candy flipped and its like we ( Read more... )

" oh my god! im sorry for kicking sand in your face"
"no its okay, I loved it! it got me up, it made me feel alive"

So I went to a trance party this past weekend. It kicked ass. Andi, Debbie, and I went together and I couldn't have wanted anyone else better to go with. I met a lot of really really cool people. My sexy man dave was there...ah still ( Read more... )

You know what gets me? All the people who talk about how fake posers are and how much others arent the crem de la crem of what social group they seem to come from, but yet all the shit talkers are really the insecure unhappy bitter or maybe just STUCK UP ones. And you know what the kicker is, most people who talk shit are the also the ones who ( Read more... )

Reality shows are pathetic. I can understand the slight entertainment factor and intriguing grotesque factor of it all....but I think that was all lost like 3 or 4 years ago after a month of all the reality craze. Who stil watches this shit ( Read more... )