I cant deal with this right now ( Read more... )

Just got home from Malcolm's, now its time to go to work.
Last night was really fun, KoRn was the shit, but it was hella cold.
And I didn't get to see them with Missy and jessica:(
I feel like they don't even want to talk to me anymore I saw them after the concert and we talked for a lil bit and they walked off.
Well enough of that I have to work

Today was GREAT ( Read more... )

My cousin Tiffany just came by, and showed me her new baby!
HE IS SO CUTE!
I have not talked to her in so long, I really dont talk to that side of the family that much anymore.
He is already 3 mouths old and so big.
Babies are so cure... but I dont want one.hehe

I am kinda upset ( Read more... )

Happy BIRTHDAY CHRIS!
we are SO going to a strip club!
I will buy you a lap dance!

oh shit....
I need to get it together.
*wipes tear*
no more.

I will never forgive ether one of you, my feelings have been fucked around with for the last time.
Never will I get close to anyone agian.
Never will I let myself fall in love.
Never will I give myself or my body to anyone else.
I am tired of feeling like I have done something wrong.
I am tired of betrayed.
I am sick with anger.

Oh ya!

I took out my 00 pluggs for good and now I have saggy ears:(
If anyone knows what to do to make my ears shrink PLEASE tell me.....

that is all....

I love my baby:)