can I put the wool back over my eyes?

[xxanalrangersxx]

Of course not. Bah....I'm scurred I think..vurry scurred. What else can i be? Actions and words are obviously without meaning. I guess the lesson here is feeling. Feeling is all that matters in anything. Words and actions are just little additions(sometimes subtractions) that can be compared to icing on a cake. You cant have a cake with just

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[m_i_k_o_s]

A-men to that home slice. Know what's funny...i had a guy come into the store the other day goin on and on about havin cake and eating it too...but he completely fucked it up. "See..you can have the cake..and eat the icing...but you can't have the icing and eat the cake"....wtf...he was as drunk as an irishmen tho...which may explain it...anyway...i may be wrong but what i took from that was that you and Carrie may be havin problems? or am i wrong? If i'm right...i hope ya's work things out! It's hard losing someone that means so much to you. Good luck man.

[antichrombie]

feeling IS all that matters, i wish i could respond more but im not sure exactly whats going on for you, i can form my opinions but ill wait for the full story.

[xxanalrangersxx]

hahah thanks for the replies, my only true friends...you are wonderful people and have my eternal gratitude. well...yeah, carrie and me were having problems, to be honest, but they're sorted out now....it wasn't an easy or incredibly fun process, but it was needed.
mike, you're a wise man, thanks for the reply. hahah you're store place sounds like a magnet for fuckin weirdos:) and I dont mean the good kind of weirdos...who the hell goes in to a cell phone store all sosued up? hahah fuckin foolish and amusing....
and antichrombie, my newest of friends...(hahah sorry about not known yer name, hook me up with that important info if u so desire), feeling is the most important thing ever...ever! ur totally right. jobs and careers and money dont matter at all...only relationships(of all kinds)...those are the only things that will matter when you eventually take that one last breath of sickly air in this life....
but hey, i must run, but thanks to you guy and gal for being my livejournal friends...i appreciate it:)

[xcareoticabearx]

...well the truth comes out.my blood is boiling so bad and i feel like i dont want anyone to be happy because i'm not at all..
and i ahte myself and everything right this moment and i'm crying and i need a smoke.death come now!