either everyones on holiday or no one knows i exsist or no one uses livejournal anymore.. im hoping everyones on holiday enjoying themselves as i am... heathers coming 2moz.... gota get an early noght
hope everyones ok.. xx

happy birthday to me.. happy birthday to me ( Read more... )

im going home in the morning see you all at reading!! try and have fun without me

lotsa love illthink of u all in rainy england when im propped up against a bar on the sunny beach in romania!!!! love u all

xxxx

im an attention whore apparently.. oh well going home soon.. dunno how im gonna explain everyhting to my dad but i hope itll be ok.. he wont turn on me too will he??

sorry for being so moody everyone im just really grrrish and strssed

i hate everthing

i miss my daddy

i wana just be happy

i wanna at least pretend i have friends

i feel like i have no one

i give up everything i have and never get anything back

i hate being me

please someone take it all away

I just hate bein me

My mistakes seem to be all you can see

I cant do anything right in your eyes

So i might as well just disappear tonight

Dont make me feel guilty cos i screwed up

Dont make my cry cos im all fucked up

Im screaming inside all cos of you

you make me wanna die and i just feel used

So fuck off and let me get on with what i have to do

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I hate everything! im sorry if all i do is complain and say im depressed but guess what

I've fucking been thru shit!

• i hate the way i get treated at work and how other people get jobs and i dont
• i hate the way i dont go out at all with m friends anymore
• i hate the way i have dizzy spells inexplicably and before u say anything yes i have fucking ( Read more... )

What kind of disease are you?

andi:
andi is caused by alien mind control rays.


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i love you chloe..

im also screwed cus i love babi... im too messed up for an even more potentially fatal relationship and this love is soooooooooo fatal

umm.. well... im here if anyone wants to pull me out of isolation.. if anyone thinks i exsist that is yea hi im right fucking here.