Fucking boy. Inconsiderate asshole boy. I don't know why I can't be mean to him when I NEED to be mean to him.

Ugh another day. Things aren't getting much better. Some new drama's happening around here but I'm trying hard as I can not to make it MY problem. I deleted J(not the boyfriend) off my msn and I'm thinking about blocking emails and things. I've given it a while so that I could cool down.. and he hasnt tried to contact me again but I think I'd ( Read more... )

Such a stellar monument to loneliness
Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes
Perfect make-up, but you're barely scraping by..

It's reeeallly warm! We're having a drought(Sp?). That cant be good but I'm not too worried about forest fires near where I live.. it's never happened before. Knock on wood. :\ Today my friend left her 8mo old son with her roomie.. who's supposed to babysit for part of his rent payment and she came home early to find the house empty besides her son ( Read more... )

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I talked to Samara tonight and she's moving.. AGAIN. -l- I told her she's crazy but I'm really quite jealous. She's got her baby boy.. her boyfriend.. they have a house.. just bought a new car.. they have regular full time employment. :\ And I haaaaave..

a cat that I'm ready to get rid of. -l- ugh.

Well. -lol- A lot of the crap that I wrote last night made NO sense.. but I was sick and crabby.. that's a good enough reason, right ( Read more... )

It was 90 degrees outside today.. and I have some kind of sore throat-like illness. I usually get these kind of things when my allergies are bad.. but since my mom's been sick and got my DAD sick.. and she ate from my food today (after pitching an abusolute BITCH because I didn't buy her any.. altough she's done nothing but eat out and go to the ( Read more... )

Ever get that feeling that something is reaaaally wrong.. or about to go really wrong?

Yeah.. I'm there. I feel like curling up under my bed and crying myself to sleep. ha.. weird.

btw, journal is back... obviously

ahem.