This is by far one of the hardest few days I've had in a while. I am completely falling apart. Shan and I haven't talked for 2 days and it feels like it's been a year. I don't know why I care so much, but I do. I felt like such an ass lastnight. I had a bunch of friends over and the whole time, I sat by myself in the corner and cried. They all ( Read more... )

Hmmm...today I woke up and Nate, Tom and Ashli came over. We just hung out. Got some valumes and somas and did that shit..we just chillen in my room with the blacklight on and talked. Then we went to Nates, hung out for a bit, and then came back here...Ashli left at like 9:30 and Tom did too. Nate and I fell asleep in my bed for like 20 minutes and ( Read more... )

Lastnight I was having so much fun. It was awesome. Ashli and Kami came over and we ordered pizza. We took blankets and pillows outside and had a little picnic in my drive way. We layed out there alllll night. Tyson and Albert came over. I was all happy because Ty was coming over. He got here and we just talked and then they left. We got weed and ( Read more... )

( Stolen from Scuba Steve<3 )

RULES:
1. Put your birth month in an entry.
2. Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
3. Bold the six that best apply to you.
4. Put all twelve months under a livejournal cut.

MARCH:
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. ( Read more... )

I'm so disgusted.

I was just reading a couple people's livejournals... I am totally appalled. Okay, don't get me wrong, my livejournal is a place for me to vent, say how I'm feeling, and discuss current events in my life. That's what everyone's should be...but some of the shit these people talk about...It's sick. You need to draw the line ( Read more... )

I don't know what's with me today, but I'm really emotional, and really really really irritable. I just feel like crying. I listen to all of this depressing music, which makes me cry, but it makes me feel better. A good cry is needed ocassionally. :) Ashli and I will just have a big crying party because guys are freakin' stupid and there is just so ( Read more... )

( i thought i knew what love was, what did i know? those days are gone forever...i should just let em' go... )

Hmm yesterday was my sisters birthday. We went out to dinner and then I had my family drop me off at Lil' Ryan's. I don't usually go over there because a bunch of douche bags and stupid bitches go over there all the time...I didn't care lastnight though. I wanted to get fucked up. I ended up being so killed by the end of the night. I took 4 vicodin ( Read more... )

It's my hawt sister's birthday!!! haha she's 17. yippeeee.... i <3 her. she's soo hawt. <33


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