So, I've been having some issues rear their ugly heads again.

[xxbakacoconutxx]

It tends to happen around this time of year, but I haven't had this sort of thing happen in this kind of intensity for the longest time.

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[venturous1]

I know childhood depressions exists because I lived it. So I hear you - as an 8 yr old I asked too many questions and worried about big things that everyone else laughed off

[xxbakacoconutxx]

Thank you so much for sharing that, it's always really helpful to know that I'm not alone, and while we have different beliefs, we can still relate to each other. The thing about not caring about being nothing, because I won't be aware of it, is actually something that a lot of atheists feel. Most people I talk to about this feel that way, and don't quite get where I'm coming from, and there's not really a good way for me to describe it, so I just kind of accept that and move on.

As far as human cruelty and nature, that was a huge part of my depression when I was younger, so I know what you mean. It's hard to live through, but I know that at least in my tiny section of the world, I try to keep things kind, understanding, accepting, and safe. That's all I can really do, so I'll try my hardest to do it.

Thank you so much for the well wishes and being so positive, and I wish all the same for you. And I'm more than happy to read any and all rants :D