I dont even know anymore. I'm so torn up inside. All i can think about is him. All this crap that has been goin on for the past couple days is just way to much for me. I will always love him, but its starting to just hurt way to bad.

I dont even know right now. Its 6 o-clock and I dont even think I could close my eyes. I feel like they are just super glued open. I guess I had a bad night. Sometimes you wonder what if you never woke up and got online what would happen. . . would the outcome of been this bad. I donno man.

You know I enjoyed every second speant with you and I ( Read more... )

Well i am over at Jess's right now and i'm waiten for her to get out of the shower so i can get in. So yesterday I came over here. We went babysitting around 5. Wow they got so wild last night it was crazy!! Went home and just talked to random people on the phone. We were super hyper. We slept in her tent in her backyard. So much fun!! It got kinda ( Read more... )

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So one friend says one thing and the other says a different.... something is not being said. But i must say im not gonna loose my friends over summin this stupid. So im sorry nicole for everything... I am gonna pretend like the past two days never happen and all im gonna say is i hope you can do the same...

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Sometimes people arent what they seem now are they????

You think you know them.... but you dont....

You've really surprised me.....

So today was a really GREAT day!! I woke up and came over to Jessica's. And we pretty much just hung out all day... went to her cheerleading meeting, it was boring but ehh got better when we left.... GOt sum ice ( Read more... )

So i really dont feel so great right now!! Yesterday Jessica came over and Nicole was w/ us for a little while and then she left! :-( So me and Jessica just hung around the house all night.... Hmm nothing really that great happen lol We didnt go to sleep until 4 lol yea then she woke up at 9 and had to leave... but then i woke up by shane at 12 and ( Read more... )

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