Fuck I hate being sick. First the flu..then a goddam cold. Rawr. I'm finally gonna go xmas shopping with money I don't have. I'm poor!!! But anyway yesterday I was so happy when I read a letter someone wrote for me..after I read it, I think i was the happiest i've ever been in my life. Thanks to that person...i really appreciated everything you ( Read more... )

I lied to the person I love the most..and to top it off he doesn't believe that I'm sorry. I never fuckin lie I don't know what got into me. But I guess I deserve every bit of negativity that comes out of it. I would rather have people lie to me than to live with myself lying...I'm so unhappy with myself right now..more than any other time in my ( Read more... )

Okay its been a while since i "really" wrote in this thing..and i'm super bored as hell right now. Sooo heres the story about the whole weirdo trying to break in my house: Ralphy and I get into a fight and I run into the bathroom..so he leaves and walks to his aunts house. A few minutes later I get out of the bathroom, walk into my room and I ( Read more... )

Lets see..nothing new. Nothing old. I'm being artifically happy at times, which I definitely want to change. I'm scared to sleep in my own room since a weirdo decided to try to crawl into my window 2 weeks ago. Work still sucks. But besides all that, I'm in love. I love him <3 :)

I promise a REAL update coming soon..i'm just a lazy ass.

I wish there was no such thing as anger. I wouldn't have to deal with as much bullshit. I just want to be happy all the time..but its so fucking hard to do.

Last night was...an experience. haha Went to J.P's party..lets just say I thought I was in Dawson's Creek. Got home, passed out and had to wake up at 8 to babysit the COOLEST most RADDEST baby in the world, Alexis :) I fuckin adore her ( Read more... )

Wow yesterday was just hell. I wake up to find out i'm sick again..so i'm at the Kaiser Urgent Care for 3 hours with everyone coughing and hacking up shit. Then my keys get locked in my car. I get home to find out my great uncle died. Just when things couldn't get worse..I go to the coffee bean with Ralphy..we get into a fight so I wander back to ( Read more... )

If anybody knows how to post pictures on here..can you please let me know..it would be greatly appreciated :)

Welp I've decided I might go to art school in Pasadena. Its the only thing I can think of that I enjoy doing. That actually makes me super happy :) The people there are extra nice...I still have to go to crappy PCC for my G.E...but thats okay cause all my classes will be with my Ralphy <3 Everything is looking up..which is surprising and kinda ( Read more... )