well... bush is most likely our president. im going to go riot with some people if he does... i might just stand back and throw some eggs... but ill be there. so, any of you who want to join, just hit me up.

i miss you today...

alex and ra

Damn it feels good to be a gangsta ( Read more... )

easier than i thought. a little little bit hard at times... but when it is, i don't remember the good times anymore... i only see how shitty it was for awhile. and those, those images i put in my head, make me so happy i am where i am right now. So, thank you, thank you for making this easy for me.

alex and ra

tonight i had a lot of blasts from the pasts... i had a lot of fun. its hella weird being single though, i feel like i am doing something wrong. but its totally not.

fuck that... fuck you... im over it...

im much happier now...

LETTING GO... I FINALLY CHANGED THE RADIO STATION... THERE IS NOTHING MORE I CAN SAY OR DO... SO I'M LETTING GO...

i really don't want anyone to appologize to me. or say it was there fault or any kind of shit like that. it was no ones fault besides mine. and i kinda realized somethings. true friends wouldn't allow shit to happen. and i know people change and everything, but... at that time... people said they were my friends, and they really weren't. so no ( Read more... )

people are so gay.

im not living anymore, im surviving.

not looking for pity. not looking for anything.

but i know something that no one else knows.

I hold my breath as you caress my back ( Read more... )

i can't... i am unable... i am not allowed...

death would be easier.

this is my goodbye.