“But if I walk that mile and never find that one what happens next ( Read more... )

you all know what people really suck they relly know how to piss you off... thats my thought about my party. it was really really fun well most of the time but then ALL the GAY ass DRAMA started and well it was just too much to handle and everyone comes to me for help and well when there is so many people comming to me at one time it just gets ( Read more... )

So it has been a few day so I decided to give a real update life is going well I guess you could say things are changing idk its strange but its true. Life is bringing some unexpected things. So yeah what has really been going on well the 1st funny thing well not really funny but in my book its funny I finally get over Jon like completely and the ( Read more... )

this is the song im singing for my voice class ( Read more... )

ok i felt left out ( Read more... )

You know its funny how things come to you like out of no where tonight I realized that it took me puking on Jon’s floor to get over him It was just like bam out of no where I was talking to Katie and it was like umm yeah and then I was like I’m done I’m over him and it was a good feeling knowing we can still be friends and I don’t have to like him ( Read more... )

So today is a new day I am finally back to normal witch is nice and all I have dance from 10 to 1 then play from 1 to 3 its going to be cool then I have work from 415 to 9 and then I’m home bound b/c I’m grounded for coming in 25 min late the Thursday night o well it could have been worse but yeah yesterday was so strange it really was but I talked ( Read more... )

I really need to thank a whole bunch of people 1st off Jon thanks for taking care of me I m am sooooooooo ooooo oooooo sorry that all that happened like I don’t even know what was going on I owe you big time I am so embarrassed like that has never happened to me b4 I have done that so many times and I never got that reaction I mean it has been a ( Read more... )

There are so many things out there in this world that make people happy like there dog or the family well I have everything that I have asked for but one thing and well I will never have it again the one thing that made me happy and feel safe the one thing that was there to ask how I was doing to hold me when I was scared to well just be there for ( Read more... )

I can never win..... I really cant.... I wish I could get my way for just one day..... I cant do this shit anymore..... im almost to the poit of donting something really stupid!!!!!!! Why cant I have what I want... there is only one thing that I want and yes that’s You