....What have i become? a monster? a freak?... death is real, death is perminant... people say suicide is a perminant solution to a temporary problem but my problem isnt going to go away... it will be with me my whole life.. if they only see how much they hurt me, how much they bring me down, maybe things would change, but thats asking too much, ( Read more... )

As my World Falls Apart and the Marks on my Arms seem to Multiply,i Look in the Mirror and i see a Nobody

i donno how much more of this i can take... well i did get x mas presents and one of them was verbal... my dad told me he was taking me to court... i donno how much more i can be here... i love you all dearly but this is bullshit and i just to put an end to it.... he thinks with all the gifts he gave me should make me forgive him... whats a few ( Read more... )

i just came to relize that Josh C. is like my long lost brother... we have tons of things in common which was kidna creepy cuz our thought were shared somehow... totally weird.. he has some cool friends.... i wish i was goodlooking... it was really depressing watching him cuz hes sooooooooo gorgeous..... i don't know why im posting this.. nobody ( Read more... )

so what i get high..!!!!!!!!! im high right now... im not giving it up for you becuase your an asshole and a christian hypocrite....... you can dedicate your self to your own god and ruin your whole life.......so im bi so i do drugs.. that doesnt mean im not a good loyal friend.... hey pal your pretty fucked up to have any room to talk about ( Read more... )

buddy, your an ass hole... listen to the story of the year... auther burne ( Read more... )

today ( Read more... )

does anybody know where to get acid... i have an idea on where to get it but i need a phone # of this certian person i dont want to say the name btu its a friend of a friend... well if anybody reads this and knows where to find some please let me know... and if you dont approvce of drugs dont lecture me on acid ok im out l8r people

sorry for whoever likes me(although im sure nobody did in that sense) but im gay, o well it seems nobody will take me in,i am so hidious someobody please kill me

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i usually dont do these things anymore but what i read was too damn sad ( Read more... )