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I feel so fat. Omg i really hope its because im getting my period soon. I feel like im 2,000 pounds. Blah. Anyway.. today i got off the bus at paul house.. we played until like 4 cuz he had to go to work at the outlets.. so me and laura came with him and walked around. Hah we bought a balloon that says "happy birthday princess" on it, bible ( Read more... )

Disregard the thing below. Heh me n paul were fighting. But that night he suprised me and came to my house so its all good. I love him. Oh geez today i had softball. Heh i dove for a ball and landed on my knees and i have a huge knot on it. its sick. Paul showed up at my practice. Im so terrible at softball its almost funny. He drove me back to his ( Read more... )

Im in such a bad fucking mood. I really hate you sometimes. Fuck you k thanks bye

Well.. today me paul andrew n nikki were all supposed to hang out. Andrew got introuble so it was just me n paulie. We were gonna drink.. but we decided not to so we passed out together at like 7 and slept till like 11:30. Heh. Whatever I needed sleep. Ew Guacamole Doritos are gross. Ew ew ew. Hmm.. im am so dreading softball. I'll probably quit. ( Read more... )

Paul just left. We had fun. My parents weren't home so we were all by our selves. Oh geez hah. Tuesday night we came back from North Carolina. It sucked. The funeral was on saturday =(. The plane there was pretty scary. It was small and it had propellers and the sits were all ripped up and it was bumpy. It was bad. The plane back was normal. I was ( Read more... )

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Paulie just left. We had a great night. We both stayed home from school then at like 330 he came and picked me up and we went to the outlets for alittle because he had an interview. I bought some stuff at Pacific sunwear. Then we went to get movies at blockbuster and we got mc donalds. We came home ate and watched movies. I love him so much. These ( Read more... )

When stopped by my house after school to get money, my mom told me that she had bad news. I didnt know what to think.. then she told me my grandpa died this morning. Her father. Me, my mom and my sister are going down to North Carolina with my grandma and for the wake. We're going on saturday and comming back tuesday. It sucks that im missing ( Read more... )

Paul left alittle while ago. Eh today he drove me laura n andrew to school and we all signed in late. It was so much better than taking the bus let me tell you. heh. I had gay hitting at 5 today. Im dreading softball season. March 5th. The day my life ends. Why do i play it if i hate it so much, you ask? Well i really dont know. Whatever.. if Im as ( Read more... )