Comments | xxcarissaxx: Look right through me

xxcarissaxx

Look right through me

Mar 20, 2007 12:16

I guess things have been changing pretty damn fast, but it's all satying the same really.. i dont know i hate my life more and more but i love everyday. It's pretty complicated, but i really cant even begin to explain it, not even to myself ( Read more... )

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hummingbirddd March 20 2007, 21:14:37 UTC

ah kissa, i miss you. i wish i could've gone to clinton's party and gotten drunk with you, but i don't really feel as comfortable going over there anymore...you know...just, with how he had a thing for me, and now i have Ryan, and then how clinton's girlfriend had a huge crush on Ryan for a long time...i just figured we'd stay away this time ( ... )

xxcarissaxx March 20 2007, 21:34:25 UTC

i miss you a lot too, we need to be able to hang out more, it would b really awesome if we got to live close to eachother again, i mean could you imagine that ( ... )

hummingbirddd March 20 2007, 23:01:27 UTC

i know, we definitely need to have a party when we get re-settled, and we'll invite our buds, and get drunk and be funny, and eat lots of food, haha. me and you need to do that together sometime too, just us two. we'll have like a sleepover or something, although...you're right about having a hard time sleeping without shawn, i havne't been away from Ryan in a year, i don't know if i'd be able to sleep without him either. anyway, i gotta go cause i've only got twenty minutes of work left, yay!

stop_startagain March 20 2007, 22:55:34 UTC

i was so drunk i didn't even notice you were drunk. sweet.

and i know ALL about trying to find a place that isn't fucking nasty. it took us three years to find one and our lease is up in august and the thought of looking again is scary.

xxcarissaxx March 21 2007, 02:54:03 UTC

Haha, well i was so drunk i didnt even notice you were drunk either if that helps!!

Your lease isnt renewable or you dont want to stay there? Man, seems like were both kinda in the same boat.

My rRissa! o.O miscreation March 23 2007, 20:24:07 UTC

You know you can always talk with me. I [heart] you!
...we're still working on the hanging out part though.

To me it sounds like you need a vacation. You just need to get away from it all, for a short while, to breathe air that's not stale... and lingering. You know?

Anyways I hope you're doing better now that afew days have gone by since you posted this.

<3333!
Jackie