I really seems like i'm doing the same thing day in and day out. I wake up and het ready for work, work all day and come back to shanws, clean up the bedroom and write down a shit ton of appartments and stuff for him to call, make sure that there is food for dinner and if not go and get some, then wait for him to come home, eat, sleep, start over ( Read more... )

So i just typed like five pages of shit, shit i needed to get out, my wireless disconnected for like two seconds and poof, it's all gone. Fucking splended end to a fucking wonderfull day.

I guess things have been changing pretty damn fast, but it's all satying the same really.. i dont know i hate my life more and more but i love everyday. It's pretty complicated, but i really cant even begin to explain it, not even to myself ( Read more... )

Sometimes i just wsh i could get away from this all ( Read more... )

106 Questions Some People Wouldn't Think To Ask! =]

001. When's the last time you ran?
this morning, shawn was chasing me and trying to tickle me

002. Do your jeans have rips, tears, and holes in them?
some of them.

003. What are you dreading right now?
not too much, work tomorrow i suppose

004. Do you celebrate 4/20?
i do because it's my birthday

005. ( Read more... )

I just havent been myself ( Read more... )

So me and shawn are ok, haha, we had another fight-ish thing after that last one, but it was ok, we got it all worked out and i think it's ok. WE fight about pretty trivial shit, but thats good, i mean with all the other guys it got serious fast, but me and shawn, we know how to flip eachother shit and get over things, makes it easier in the long ( Read more... )

Allow me to take you on a trip
A walk on the other side
Ready? Here you go
On your left you can see another you
Nice to meet you, me
On your right, is the end of this side
The start of the other, right?
Under your shoes hides a place
A place of your yesterdays, looking up
Now look out,
Look up
You see?
Me?
You see who?
You.
I think you must be high or low
Common ( Read more... )

I gotta be to work at six am and i cant sleep no matter how hard i try.

Me and shawn had our first fight. Knew it was eventual, but damn..

I got real real sick, was sick sunday and monday, stayed with shawn monday night so he could take care of me, he woke me tuesday morning cause i was breathing wierd.. my throat was REALLY swollen and my uvula was ( Read more... )

40 of The Most Random Questions You Will Ever Fill Out

1) What side of the heart do you draw first?
left

2) Can you dive without plugging your nose?
yepp

3) What color is your razor?
pink

4) What is your type?
dont really have one, it changes from realtionship to relationship

5) Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours?
shawn i suppose, he's one of the ( Read more... )